Can you believe it, im actually listening to old malay songs. Haha. Lalalala~ , kini kau tiada, tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu. Haha.

And asshole will always stays as an asshole. Who the fuck is this guy? Guys, come on grow up please. Tsk ! I know you guys has more to life than to do such things? Hahahaha. Oh ya i received that message from my tagged. Anyone interested? Hahahaha.

Went out with my lovely ladies on a saturday, eventhough it wasnt complete but its okay. Im glad, su, iqah, shikin and dzaki were able to make it. So we did some towning. Haha. Shikin, iqah and myself meet at orchard mrt, did some rounding at ION and then off to wisma, bought some famous amos cookies and then to ngee ann city's kfc to have our late lunch while waiting for dzaki to arrive. Ya, his the only guy. Lol. Eh shikin eh? Hahahaha. Afterwhich, we zoom off to youth park to meet sissy with her flea market shop. yes, she did open up a shop at the flea market, selling her beads. Well, her blogshop is still on if you want to make any purchase. Haha. Met su and we are off to orchard central rooftop. Slacked, chilled and did some photo-taking which obviously im too lazy to upload everything, tsk, can someone help me with those photos? Haha. While shikin spent quality time with dzaki, the other 3 of us do our thing with the camera. You'll know what happen if girls meet cameras. Haha. We went back youth park afterwhich. Abby came and then i decided to stay with sissy and her clicks and leaving my girls behind. Sorry girls. Haha. While they are off to marina square, i had fun with abby, sissy, kak zelah and shahrin. Selling stuffs were never easy. Haha. Plus the hip hop fiesta thingy going on, it kinda ruined our business. Tsk ! Menyebok betol. The whole ended at 10.30pm and i called my dad to pick us up. Thankgod he did. And yes i got a surprised call from mum saying that dad had bought the flight ticket to bali for me. Wohoo, thank you so much dad. I love you. Haha. And now im so looking foward to it with my sissy and cousins. Alright, lets have some fun. The photos from the dslr camera will be uploaded soon. I think. Haha.

I told you im gonna do multiple updates. Haha, since i've got the free time today. Lol. So yes, friday after school, i did went out. Headed to macd tampines with shikin, mary, daya and dzaki for lunch, and then i quickly changed myself and off to jurong east to my cousin's place. Meet her and cabed to some building at bukit batok and did some audition, i was forced by my cousin. I'll rather sing than act lor. Haha. This is going to be the first and obviously the last. Haha. The audition lasted till 5pm, went back to cousin's place and then caleb texted if i would like to join him and his friends at esplanade. So yes, not wanting to go home early, i decided to meet him then. Zoom to city hall mrt and meet caleb at 7pm. We walked via citylink and meet his other friends at esplanade. We chilled, we talked, we took photos and his friends did some "amazing" magic trick to me. And i was amazed. Haha. Ape sahaje lah. Enjoying the night life and scenary and decided to went home afterwhich when the clock strikes 10pm, reached home at 11pm. There are some other photos but im too lazy to upload them. Haha.

Sorry for the lack of updates, i've been extra busy last week. Haha. So yes finally i've been able to update and think im going to do multiple updates. Letting you guys to keep track on my ondoings and what nots. Haha. Okay from the title and pictures taken, last friday, during QC&A (Quality Control & Assurance) lecture, we did company's presentation on our work. So each company have to present the work once. The week before presentation's was a disaster , a fight almost occured due to unsatisfied and irrelevant questions that is being shoot to the presenter. Tsk. So yes, my company was the 3rd to present and yes we did our thing. Haha. We separate our task on which part to present and yeah i've uploaded a video of our presentation at facebook. And miss jessie was laughing all the way while i was presenting, jahat habis. Hahahaha. Satisfied with my group and i think we did fine. Haha. And the rest of the company did well too. Thankgod there were no irrelevant questions that was shoot to us during the presentation, phew! And the rest are just some random photos taken.

I pretty much feel the bond by the " heart to heart " talk with my loved ones. No not boyfriend or any lover. Just girlfriends. Im so touched and we really did talk our hearts out. We talk together, we share things together, we shed tears together. I will never forget today. School ended at 4.30pm today. QC&A lesson was held at the computer lab and we did our qca tools via microsoft excel. I'll rather do work at the science lab than typing out long documents with long numbers, where u have to squit your eyes so tightly and then go crazy. Haha. It was insane, and as usual, i was 30mins late for class. Haha. Thankgod i dont need to do any sweeping of floor or mopping of floor. Tsk ! Shikin saw her 2nd eyecandy. Suke hati kau lah eh. Haha. And we even texted with each other inside the train eventhough we sat side by side. Pathetic aye? Haha. Laughing at our own messages, dah lambat lagi boleh suke-suke. Tsk! Haha. Had 2 hr and 30mins break. Bought kway teow goreng ayam. Full plate. And i thought im going to take the whole 2 hrs to finish it up. Haha. With the help of daya, i managed to finish it up till the end, eventhough i was the last one to finish up my meal. My friends were like giving me those lame motivation like " comeon syuhaidah, you can do it, you can finish it " , thanks for those encouragement anyhoos. Haha. Appreciate it alot, i guess it kinda help a little bit. I dont usually finish up my food at school. Haha.

Had lab maths afterwhich. Both lecture and tutorial. Eventhough we were having lab maths, everyone was stressing out over qca company folder. Tsk, dont even mention about my company folder. It was a total mess, i had to grab it from Qiu Xian and sort it up at a very last minute. Spotting mistakes and adding things up. This is the results from doing a very last minute thing. We dont have exam for this qca module so company folder plus individual SOP and logbook determine our marks and i dont want to fail. But i think my company did fine. Apart from Lock Phoon's SOP. School done, met ms jessie to settle things up about SOP and cca leave form. Went to tampines mall, interview done, went to macd where our heart to heart talk begin. Mary, Shkin, Daya and myself. Being there to give a listening ear is a good feeling. Those tears were a sign of love. My eyes were watery too. I can feel the situation. No one likes favouritism. Everyone wants an equal love. Nobody wants to get hurt. Maybe this is parts and parcel of life. We have to go through alot of obstacles in life just to succeed. Just to assure you, we will always be there for you no matter what. To think back what we've talked, i can still shed tears. Much talking, eat fries to drive those sorrows away, and off home.

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself. Cause the dream is a wish that you make all alone. Its easy to feel like you dont need help. But its harder to walk on your own. You'll change inside when you realize. The world comes to life and everything's bright. From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side that helps you to find the beauty you are when you open your heart and believe in, a gift of a friend.

My feelings as i type this, is all in one simple ass photo.

As much as i dont want to rant, i guess i should afterall. Well if you happened to read this, i dont need your comments, your opinions or whatever words that will come out from your mouth. Ranting out is the only way cause i might explode very soon. And it might get ugly. I dont want that to happen. All this shity feelings tend to get very irritating, not having enough time is another problem. Doing stuffs at the very last minute is another major thing. And this is where the problems begin. Thinking that 3 weeks is a long duration but actually it isnt, thinking that you could finish it all up within a day isnt going to happen. Thinking by reading through the lecture notes is helping but it isnt, eventhough it was printed out in simple english. Tsk! As far as i or you concerned, wanting to complete it with flying colours and a satisfied feeling, is a total bullshit afterall. Fuck to long school schedule, fuck to long journey to school and fuck with all this. And yet to remind you again, i dont need your pretty comments. As far as i want to bang my head on the wall, i need a solution badly but it seems like nothing is going anywhere. Time is totally running out, i've got so many things to do, i dont want to fail and i need time badly. Oh god, this is so crazy. To think positive at this moment isnt helping. Not wanting to cry, i guess this time i should. Thank you and so, fuck off.