Here are the signs you should.

• Recognise how you're feeling and thinking about the situation - if it's making you feel negatively, it's time to make changes and move foward.
• How much time do you spend talking and thinking about the problem? If your family and friends are aware of all the minute details and it's clearly dominating your life, consider this your wake up call.
• Be realistic about what you want changed in this situation and what you have already tried to tweak without any success. If there's nothing more to do, then why are you still there?
• Most importantly, if the circumstances don't change, are you able to live with this scenario? If the answer is no, then you need to leave it behind.

" I take all this bad memories as an experience in life "

Boo! Im back im back with more interesting updates about my new life. Yes, its officially new, haha, i am moving foward now, with no regrets. Haha. Finally i managed to webcam with my dearest marlieyana, gosh only god knows how much i miss her. To finally able to see her, she is not feeling well, i hope you take your medicine and be strong. All those backstabbers are just not worth it. Enjoy as much as you can while you are there at china.

My other 3 girls came over my house today, with one purpose, to meet one another. Its been awhile since we last gather together, as a group. It wasn't complete the last time. Haha. I helped out athira, since she wanted to dye her hair back to pure black. Haha. Amira helped too.

My voice is not doing well, so that is why it turned out suckish from the video. Haha. So after we are basically done with athira's hair, we decided to try out my new cake recipe, when was the last time i bake? Haha. The special thing about this cake is you bake it through a mug. It's called "Nutella Mug cake", you don't need oven, just microwave and waaaalaaaah, poof, the cake is done! Haha. It turn out well and absolutely delicious, self praise? Haha. My friends were so obsessed over the cake that they decided to make another 3 more. Haha, since it's very easy to make. So this is our end product.

The cake , before decoration was done. Haha. Ugly, but nice. Do not judge the book by it's cover. Haha.

After decoration was done, nice right? Haha. But i could not finish mine. Hahahaha ^^

Athira, proudly smiling with her finished product. Haha. Now she is one happy "minja" , haha since her hair now is as black as Minzy.

Hanim managed to clean everything off from the mug, the cake must be damn good. Haha. She still managed to come eventhough she is tired from her class chalet which ended today, thank you so much hanim for coming down.

And yes, this is the not so pretty me. Haha. Now im so full, thanks to the cake. Haha ^^ I had to cover up my hair a little bit, didn't want it to show up to be too red. Hehe ^^

All my sexy ladies, put your hands up! Yeah im back with another update. Im holding back the "laziness" in me. I do not have the mood to update, but oh well. Haha. Yes yes yes finally im out with my sexy ladies again, wohoo, it's not complete still, but it's okay, im sex-ited about next week class chalet. Haha. To hidaya, we miss you so much, i hope you are doing okay, when was the last time i went out with you? Haha. Okay back to the main topic, i met with my sexy ladies yesterday, a very quite last minute plan, but somehow it turned out well. I met myra first at cityhall, drop by at raffles city's ben & jerry, asked for free ice cream from my sister, no chance though, haha. Grab some snacks while waiting for others and off to raffles city mrt. Met nana liyana and suhaylah along the way and sat down at macdonald and had some late lunch cum early dinner. After which, iqah came. So which means a total strength of 5, including myself.

After done filling our hungry stomach, we sticked with our plan and off to MBS. Nak step orang kaya sekejap lah konon. Haha. Feeling-feeling. So we just chilled, and took a hell lot of photos, which i've uploaded them via fb. You can check them out if you want to. We initially wanted to take ride at the boat, but idk what happened, haha.

Kita ada ingatkan dorg tu orang putih, sekali orang local. Potong steam. Haha.

You saw that one empty row of steps behind us, a few minutes later, it was filled with banglas, and we decided to change venue. Haha.

Our new venue, somewhere the area around MBS. Not that far though, haha ^^ And more photos were taken here.

Last group shot (nana not in the picture, she was the photographer) and we are off to marina square for some cool drinks and off home.

A special treat for everyone, an ugly snapshot of myself. No? Not a treat? Haha :)

As i've promised, i am back with more updates about my life, i mean if you are not interested, then don't bother reading it okay? Haha. So finally here i am, actually updating this old and dusty blog of mine, i must be damn bored. Haha, no actually i miss blogging, aside from "reblogging post" from tumblr, i actually miss sharing out and typing every single detail about my life, how i spend it and who i spend it with. Okay shall i continue with what i did today?

Obviously i went out, duhh, (eventhough i'm still sick, i don't bother to rot at home), i went out with quite a number of people today, with one motive, to climb the rocks, obviously rock climbing. We went to Yishun Safra instead of Climb Asia. Climb Asia is too far for us. So there is Abang faiz, my sissy, my 2 little brothers, ulfah and amirruddin.

With my 2 little brothers, who does not know the meaning of tired when it comes to climbing.

My sissy on the left, focusing since she will be having her bouldering competition soon. Muhammad on the right, extra je. Haha.

And this is me, i did not realise they took a picture of me while i was climbing. I decided to not wear their shoes cause there were blisters on my toes. Haha, but after awhile, i have to use the shoes, cause climbing without shoes is just not good, it hurts, so bad.

Oh my very strong abang sedara. Haha. Muhammad mcm biasa, tumpang glamour. Haha.

I'm ready to clear the dusts away. Are you ready?

Finally, i'm updating, well actually, finally I've something to update about. Haha. Me and my girls decided to volunteer for Nike SG vs KL 10K run at marina float. Since we're already familiar with all this marathon volunteering, it won't be that hard right? Haha. Now instead of Adidas, its Nike. We were supposed to gather at marina float at 12 midnight. So me and my girls decided to meet up early, 7pm at beach road. My girls wanted to dig themselves with bone steak. I came slightly later cause i have to drop by optical store to collect my new spectacles. I met them at beach road and had mutton chop instead. No mood for bone steak. Haha. Done with food, we then went clark quay to chill out. Central, the most boring shopping centre ever. We chill out along the river, played old maid and snap. Haha. Hilarious. Belum start volunteering dah penat pekik "snap", haha. We started to move out from clark quay at 10pm and slowly walked towards esplanade and reached there at 10.50pm, watched a horror malay movie "Niyang Rapik", free movie by esplanade. Haha. Once the movie ended, we move our butt to the marina float to gather & register.

So much for gathering at 12 midnight, when the actual work starts at 7am. We had to wait for 7 freaking hours. Haha. Roaming around marina like nobody's business. Macdonald's wasn't 24 hours, we were damn hungry. Not able to sleep, idk why. Haha. But thank god we managed to wait for 7 hours, not knowing time passes so quickly. The whole thing ended at 11am, after much work done, received our pay and some Nike weird toy, we headed to marina square to get ourselves ready to go home. Slept my way through the journey inside the train.

More photos @ my precious Facebook. Go check them out yourself okay? And here are some of the videos taken along the way :

Just as i thought my weekend this week would be a boring one but it didn't. Haha. Mum, dad and my little brother are off to granny's place which leave us (me and sissy) with nothing. I won't stop complaining to sissy how i wanted to go out so much and i'm so bored at home. But then later, ulfah texted me. A sign. Haha, was supposed to go window shopping with her but ended up bowling at The Chevrons with sissy, ulfah, and her mom (which is my aunt of course). Bowling on a saturday night equals to awesome. Haha. We only had 1 game but atleast better than nothing. Chevron was fully packed with people. I didn't know i would be ranked #1 among my players. Haha. Look at those score. Something i should be proud of, but not so much though. Haha. 103 je. And i'm not a bowler either. Bowling is not my thing but bowling to kill time, i'm fine with it. Haha. After bowling ended, ulfah decided to have a game of pool. Ah, something i'm good at. I don't even know how to play. So a game of pool is basically "for fun". Haha. Went IMM afterwards, bought noodles and lots of sushi to fill them inside my empty stomach.

I didn't went home that night. I spend a night at ulfah's crib. We watched "Lagenda Budak Setan" , again, i know. "Upin & Ipin", had a little story telling and doze off. Woke up at 11.30am, haha, nie kes budak pemalas, had good breakfast, thanks to aunty, then facecook-ing, youtube-ing with my sissy and ulfah, i didn't know doing that with them can be so much fun. Haha. Clock strike 2.30pm, it's time to go home. Get ourselves ready, off to jurong pasar malam and we've got ourselves this huge twist potato. Let me show you how long this thing is.

Very long and very yummy. It's nice. Sissy bought cheese flavor while me and ulfah bought bbq/bulgogi flavor. The first time tasting it and we all look like one happy kid. Haha. I'm too tired to travel home by bus then train, so me and sissy cabbed home. $8.40, burn just like that. I was the one paying it, not sissy. Haha, so much for being the older sister eh? Haha. And finally i'm home. Was supposed to follow dad and little brother for kite flying, but i'm too tired. There will be more things to update if i go for kite flying. But too bad i didn't. Haha. Finally, school is starting tomorrow, am i excited? Hell yes i am. I miss my ITE friends so much. And i'm excited about the new elective module :)

The story focuses on a woman who seemingly has it all but realizes that she's not living the life she wants.

I can really relate myself to this movie, "Eat, pray, love", an amazing movie. It's inspiring. I can relate this movie to myself maybe because the character that Julia Roberts was playing, has the similarities as me. I date few guys or i keep in contact with a few guys and ended up ending them. With the reason, i couldn't find that kind of feeling in me. I know, a very stupid reason. But i see it more as "I'm pretty much selfish" that kind of thing. Thinking about my own feelings but not others. I feel regret afterwards. Cheating on their feelings. I should be punished. But then again, this is my life. I want to stop whatever im doing right now in this world, go out, travel to lots of different countries, find peace, meditate. But there is only one difference in me to the character that Julia Roberts is playing, that is the "ending". I mean the ending to the story, where she finally decided to not be afraid to fall in love again and met the right man for her, the best thing, she met him at Bali. Sweet ain't it? Well, to be truth, i'm still afraid to be in love. So that's why "i hate it when everyone says i need a man". Tsk. I dont need a man. I need a champion. I guess i still need time, eventhough it's been a year.

I had the most wonderful day today, with my sexy ladies. Omg, i couldn't believe i went swimming today. Haha. Like finally. Ah it feels good to dip your whole body inside the cold pool. Thanks marlie for inviting me along to your aunt's place at Regent heights. I couldn't ask for more. Haha. Too bad amira and athira couldn't make it or it will be more awesome. Well basically i'm too lazy to put it in words, so more photos at my facebook and here are the remaining videos we took. Enjoy viewing :)

i ♥ my girls